Well, mainly about work. I don't think I even got the time for toilet break. Why so busy? What so busy at work? Well, we rolled out a new product called Performance Network couple of months back and now it is fully activated. We are going on full throttle.
The other day, I went to Shootfest001: The Wedding. It was really cool. Now I see photography in a different light, and I think I can do much more than the conventional photography and do it my style. One of the most inspiring talk was by Jenny Sun. WHY? because... she started her photography business with just a Canon 350D and a standard kit lens. Moral of the story is, you gotta start somewhere.
Oops. I think Paddy had just got herself in trouble. heh.
Being 24. I think and rethink.
- I wasted some pieces of my life(just some) and have not wasted my life as it brings out who I am today.
- 24 years are not a big figure.
- I feel I am"not enough". Not enough in everything. Life experiences, places to go, people I meet, work that I do.
- I don't like being raw.
- I finally found something that I'd been searching.
- Finally knew how exciting it is to be used as a vessel. I am thrilled! Even with such a little effort. But somehow God makes it work!
- I need a life with purpose. Doing something PURPOSEFUL is more than anything to me.
- Lead my own life.
- Be real.
- Acceptance on myself being such random, sometimes peculiar.
- Cannot stand injustice.
- Loving people with good vibes.
- and people that have not so good vibes.
- Sing
- Sing for Him
- Laa dee daa
- Shooting is great. I need to get better. I will carry my Nikon around.
- Next
- I leap of faith. I need.
- To be held on His shoulder. I see things better!
- Learning to listen more.
- Step out. Get involved!
- Talk more.
- Grow! Grow stronger.
haha. 24. Guess that's it.
Sometimes it takes a lot to be able to look straight into a person's eyes. It could be just some people who just have the "energy" to make another person feel small. Hmm.. or it's just in my mind.
I have a friend who tell me that she has got no self confident. She thinks she has no value as a person. Not worth anything at all. From her, I saw so much of me in the past. Well, when I feel depressed or when I am down, I do think that I am not worthy and that sort of things. But I guess living in No.63, I learnt so much about how I am worthy in God's eyes. Knowing that I am fearfully and wonderfully made! and I am bought by the blood of Christ! Everyone. Every soul are! Telling my friend that... I mean, I fully understand how she felt.
I think about the Dalit kids every now and then. and I wonder sometimes, how would anyone ever give up on another person. Be it family, friends, kids... How would people look down on another, thinking that they are more superior, higher in status... Yes, you may have all the wealth in the world, wearing British India outfit, Salvatore Ferragamo leather shoes, Burberry scarf, wearing Tag Heuer watch, carrying a Mac Book Pro, maybe you're a CEO of some public listed company... driving a Mercedes SL 65 AMG... but those are the things that make you look better. Just because you have the access and money to higher education... doesn't put you as "the better" person. All these are not the things that make you who you are. The heart is the one matter most.
Everyone has their worth considering that we were created by the loving hands of God. Only He can fill your heart and when you know that truth. It just make your world a whole lot more nicer.
